So many
years I walked around
with
a heart that had broken in two
I tried
to heal it many times
but
there was nothing I could do
The
pieces where all scattered around
I wanted
to heal it at no cost
Yet
everytime I tried to glue it
there
was still a big piece lost.
~*~
I made
so many mistakes growing up
and
some had taught me well
Still
there was one that broke my heart
and
made my life a hell
I begged
for forgiveniss but that never helpt
because
you kept me far away
Yet
all these years I hoped for a sign
that
you had something to say.
~*~
Oh how
I wished things would have been different then
and
I could turn back time
I would
have never let you stay back home
but
kept you in my arms because you were mine
I thought
they could provide better for you
instead
they had failed you too
But
even after all these years of being apart
I always
love you ,no matter what you do.
~*~
So goodbye
past, Hello to the future
and
let the past for what it is
We all
made mistakes but that is ok
I only
know what I miss
That
is to see you growing up into a man
to hold
you when it was hard
But
never forget that whenever I go upstairs
then
we will meet again and never be apart.
~*****~
This poem is writen
for the most important man in my life.
I have not seen or
talked with him in so many years but hope that
someday he will be
able to forgive and let love come back in
his heart..
I love you always
darling.
~*~
Elise©-July-2000