~*Goodbye past, Hello Future.*~
~*~

So many years I walked around
with a heart that had broken in two
I tried to heal it many times
but there was nothing I could do
The pieces where all scattered around
I wanted to heal it at no cost
Yet everytime I tried to glue it
there was still a big piece lost.

~*~

I made so many mistakes growing up
and some had taught me well
Still there was one that broke my heart
and made my life a hell
I begged for forgiveniss but that never helpt
because you kept me far away
Yet all these years I hoped for a sign
that you had something to say.

~*~

Oh how I wished things would have been different then
and I could turn back  time
I would have never let you stay back home
but kept you in my arms because you were mine
I thought they could provide better for you
instead they had failed you too
But even after all these years of being apart
I always love you ,no matter what you do.

~*~

So goodbye past, Hello to the future
and let the past for what it is
We all made mistakes but that is ok
I only know what I miss
That is to see you growing up into a man
to hold you when it was hard
But never forget that whenever I go upstairs
then we will meet again and never be apart.

~*****~
This poem is writen for the most important man in my life.
I have not seen or talked with him in so many years but hope that
someday he will be able to forgive and let love come back in
his heart..
I love you always darling.
~*~

Elise©-July-2000