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Just a tiny bit about myself.........

Well  this isn't as easy as that I thought.  :o)
I have two beautifull children who are both now living in The Netherlands.
I carry this pic with me always it gives me the feeling that they are with me all the time
and that makes me able to do anything I want to do because they give me strenght.
Jermaine is the oldest one and very handsome if I may say ...:o) but ofcourse.........
Which mother isn't proud of her son, you tell me huh.....
Jerry is 26 now and has his own life filled with girlfriends and all :o) .
He is so tall that when I stand beside him I just barely reach to under his arm and he loves to call me little on.
In English it doesn't sound cute but in Dutch it does, its called ("Kleintje"..:o)
Most of the time when I go home  he takes me to my favorite snackbar where he buys me  some croquetten and a frikandel, it is and will stay my favorite junk food.
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Joyce is my youngest and my princess, she is 22 now and  she is also beautifull.
Joyce had blond hair while Jerry's hair is dark brown but I think that Joyce"s hair is also getting darker now (to bad).
Her eyes are also very dark  but not black as Jerry's are, and her complexion is very
pretty  like an ivory shade.
She had called me one day and said Mom I need to tell you something and I freaked out already because yes it can be the worse........ well this was not so bad but I just got goosebumps when she told me she had a navelring brrrrrrrrrrrr scary stuf ...:o)
When she does something of what she think I will not like she call me after she did it already hehehe the little snake but I can't be mad at her  because ,,hey I was and still am young ;o)
Joyce loves to go shopping with me when I am home I know she still miss me but someday we will go again its just to exspensive to go home.
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My Angels.
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I  have been blessed with two angels,
and still thank God for that.
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He granted me a Son and then a Daughter,
because that is what I wanted so bad.
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We do not live together,
infact they are so far from here.
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But the heartstrings still keep pulling,
its like were always near.
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I love them so inmensly,
and sometimes wished so hard.
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That I could still be with them,
and then we would never ever part.
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 Gosh and now about me huh,,:o)
Well I was always the clown in the family and maybe still are because I refuse to grow up in a world that still knows so much hate and pain.
I know it sound corny  but that is how I feel.
I like to make new friends and help where I can even if it is just from behind my puter
but I think sometimes it is better this way .
I  have a wonderfull family they all ,,or almost all live in the Netherlands so it can be pretty lonely sometimes ,special if your mom has a birthday and your kids have a new boyfriend or girlfriend and you want to stick your nose in their bussiness....LOL
Thank God for the Internet tho because I have now some family that also have ICQ a great chat program where we can yack all we want.
I also have two wonderfull stepchildren two girls Shawnda and Traci  they both live here in the States so I get to see them atleast regular.
And then there is my poohbear she is my grandbaby (step) from Shawnda.
She is like a little teddybear but has the character of a grizly hehehehehe.
Chelsea is a great kid ,she is now 6 year and a handfull ofcourse  but hey we were young to isn't it?
There is another baby on the way from Traci so that means I become again an Oma I just love it......
I also have lots of hobbies but the biggest one is writing .
So I think this is enough about myself because I just hate to do this ,....:o).
I found a postcard between my pics and that is the one you see down here ,I hope you enjoy your visit to my page....
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This is a pic from way ,,way back but I love these type of pic's.

And this is Joyce my princess do I say more!!!!

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And here some pic's of my Grandchildren...:o)

My "Poohbear"  Chelsea..:o)

 

And this is "Van" my new grandson

Chelsea playing sports!!!!
 

And this is  me with my son Jermaine and my daughter Joyce....."o)

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