~*~

So far away are you my dear,
don't you then feel my pain
I still wait for a word from you,
but that too will be in vain.
Can't you then never forget the mistakes,
 your dad and I have made.
Or is it that you hope that I ,
will eventual  slowly fade.

~*~

I can't keep going with all that hurt,
its time to let you go.
I hope that you will always remember,
that I still love you so.
The tears have dried but the pain is still there,
for you have no idea.
How much I love you ,more then life,
and wished that you were near.

~*~

Goodbye then now, you live your life,
the way you always  wanted too
I hope your happy and all fullfilled,
because thats all I  want for you .
Just know that I always will be here,
for  if you ever do decide.
That you still have a mother too,
who will no longer be sad and hide.

~*****

Elise-©-  Jan-1999